Lady of winds, said to have coupled
with him
On some Mediterranean island
Where breezes are soft and the hopelessness
of heartbreak
And abandonment
Can be discovered to be nothing
but a gauze of mortality
Hiding the immortal nature of one
Whose consort is always reborn.
Did he mock mortality then, when
he offered you
That which a mere mortal would not?
Does he laugh about the Cycle when
he knows
The madness of his followers as
they insure
That he knows death and birth, annually?
What said he, as he left to let
your belly
Grow round and hard with the child
of a god?
Dare I ask you,
Lady who's grown immortal by the
nourishment
Of the wild winds
And the night dreams that fill you,
Body and soul,
Even as thunderclaps and pelting
hail offer nourishment
To all that lives and dreams:
Was he good?
Did the Wind both warm and chill
you?
Did the lightning flash within
To match the thunderclaps without?
Dare I ask
Without risking the wrath of the
gods,
Even as I feel you answer, "yes."
Dare I dream of knowing,
Or better yet of asking
How it is one can become
Consort of a god
And not a mortal plaything,
Left to starve
As mortals leave other mortal souls
behind.
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