I am staring into memory,
Plucking an image from the mosaic
fragments
That jumble dreams and past,
And looking at a dump truck,
A battered yellow single-axle Chevrolet,
Sitting beneath a rusting sheet-metal
coal tipple,
Catching slag,
As a red tandem GMC, one of a slow
string,
Backs up the wooden ramp, dumps,
and pulls back down,
And the rail car behind the tipple
Slowly fills with coal.
Stonewood was dirty in those days,
The grime of coal tipples and welding
shops,
The slag-roughened streets,
Orbiting grit about the big Pittsburgh
Plate Glass Plant
Which provided employment for all
lucky enough
To avoid the black hazards of the
mines.
The big tipple between the
cutoff and Phillipi
Was busy in those days,
Coal pouring down a long conveyer
from the hills,
Fleets of trucks hauling in more
coal,
And an old green Ford tandem dump
Hiding in the weeds at the edge
of a gravel lot
With newer trucks thundering in
and out before it.
Anthropomorphism or silly sentimentality,
Finding curious affection for things
mechanical --
And only the dead ones:
Only the ones run to death
Or relegated, in old age, to duty
as scrap bins,
I imagine they know stories,
Have mosaics of their own,
And shards of life linked to the
rust hole
At the side of the fender, directly
behind the headlight
Or the slight dent creasing the
hard metal door.
I've read too many children's picture
books,
As that broken headlight appears
a wounded, sightless eye
And that shattered windshield indicates
the truck
Has been reduced to a carcass.
I claim visions of the unburied
dead
In the frame of that engineless
International,
Paint flaking from the shiny black
fenders,
Red cab faded to a flat near-brown,
rust abounding,
Sitting on the sulfur-ruined roadside
Beneath a highwall, shading a few
sparse blades
Of hardy, opportunistic grass.
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